am i worthy of a trust?

that's the question i have in mind ryt now. ryt after jp went mad dahil late nako umuwi. i told him na its another org stuff that i really needed to attend. but geez.. wala atang nabago. parang he's still thinking of sumthing. and THAT i dont know.
why is he mad kaya?? sige kung late ako umuwi, ano nman ang naisip niya na kinagalit niya?
kung umuwi ako ng gabi because kumain at nagdaldalan with freidns sa labas... kagalit galit ba yun? or because tinamad ako umuwi.. kagalit galit kaya? or tumabay? or wala lang.. feel ko lang gabihin?
ano bang kagalit galit dun?

i just thought na maybe its hard talga na maearn ang trust niya.. kelangan siguro limusin. wala lang.. i think he's too sensitive na kahit pag uwi ko ng gabi ay talgang mahuhurt siya. ano kaya..

another adjustment for me to do.. kelangan ko siya mameet.. what i mean is, kelangan ko iadjust ang sarili ko siguro.. maybe that would help.
trust is really a hard thing to earn.