pagpupugay sa mga isko at iska

pasasalamat sa mga magulang, mga mahal sa buhay, kaibigan, kapanalig, katunggali, kagrupo, kaorganisasyon, kapwa, mga kababayan, sa lahat

isang pagsukli mula sa bayan ang siyang tanging tugon at tiyak na ang ating pagiging ganap bilang mga bagong luwal ng unibersidad.

isang hamon para sa lahat sa atin

pananagutan, katotohanan at paninidigan.

mabuhay ka isko, mabuhay ka iska.

*isang hamon ni kgg. david*

13.... 13

so much has happened in a day. that even if i was all smothered in sweat and grime, have walked UP fields countless number of times, and have skipped 2 meals (a dinner and a lunch), i still wanna go back and do it all over again.


it is interesting to note that the number 13 is still plastered around my face. and i'm lucky to have worn it sunup to sundown.

still MD?

reality has dropped me from dreamworld that now, as the world is sinking in my brains, i still cannot absorb everything that is actually taking in. dreams would always be dreams, and if you try to grab the best opportunity in store to gain a step up the ladder, you'll find yourself landing on your butt sooner than what you think.

ideally after graduation, my plan is to pursue a medicine career and be the best surgeon, far more better than Burke in cardio or Shepard in neuro. specilaization in mind: neuro, cardio (both already said), onco, or ortho (callie!). i love to see myself all geared up in scrubs, a scalpel or with a makita driller for more hardcore. i think it looks lovely a picture. the big yet, is the sudden rising of the long put off canadian dream. the immigration consul counted 2-4 years before the whole family will be good enough to stay, and that means overlapping with my med studies if ever i decided to pursue.
i dont want to be a helpless pussy, that even lookiing up my ladder is like feeling your heart being stabbed soo many times. afterall its like pulling a trigger and see if it will mark a spot. a little of optimism and maybe this time mom will lend me an ear. come april 19, i foresee that the cloudy brain of mine and the broken ladder will soon be fixed. just please, for the better.
i need to put that scrubs on... deadline: 5 years from now.

VACATION NOT OVER

i thought that having a vacation would give me a total peace of mind. but to my surprise, it wasnt. the least of my priorities is again pushed atop of the heap when the very person himself brought me back to where we left ourselves before...

i still know the attachment, the commitment, everything. but as soon as i decided to stop being in sync with your very erratic schedule, i realized that even at my own, im still at one piece. what does that mean? i DO NOT know.

trust me, i'm looking for the proper remedy for the both of us. and if i'm killing you in pain, accept my deepest apologies. truth hurts.

just think of this as a phase we just have to outive for the moment.

P.S. i am trying... i really do.