VACATION NOT OVER

i thought that having a vacation would give me a total peace of mind. but to my surprise, it wasnt. the least of my priorities is again pushed atop of the heap when the very person himself brought me back to where we left ourselves before...

i still know the attachment, the commitment, everything. but as soon as i decided to stop being in sync with your very erratic schedule, i realized that even at my own, im still at one piece. what does that mean? i DO NOT know.

trust me, i'm looking for the proper remedy for the both of us. and if i'm killing you in pain, accept my deepest apologies. truth hurts.

just think of this as a phase we just have to outive for the moment.

P.S. i am trying... i really do.