breath threat

yey! at last the sem has started. no more locked up rooms, phone sneak outs and other grounding rules.. however, i still need to be a homebuddy--and that means going home early and being this diligent girl at home.. superficiality must be practiced. good acting skills are also needed. and of course face value to look like the white sheep (shit..) of the family AGAIN.
i hate to say that i'\m in dire need of an acting instructor.. a proffesioonal cover up agent to train me for such things.. and this-- is the start of the sem.. time to show off and to prove:

THAT I'M NO FUCKING FAMILY TOY..

i wont make you smile.. no manipulations or whatever.
-i'll still make your bones burn... and your brain splutter out of your fucking head...
to make you this silent corpse...

*this goes to all the members of the doll house i'm living.. learn to shut your mouth..