picking up the pieces

contrary to what i thought and what i posted previously, things happened so fast. bryan broke up with me. i'll soon post the reasons of our break up

i must admit that this process of healing and picking up every broken pieces is hurting me more.

i hope this'll end soon. i cant bear the pain anymore.
its more than a thousand needles in my heart.

i hate you bryan... and yet i'm still loving you.