pamamaalam sa summer

at natapos ko na ang 20 page paper ko, 68 porsiyento sa natsci 1 (ampanget), at isang 38 percent na exam 30 minutes from now???
wala pa kong tulog..

kape lang sa umaga

Summah sa Kick off!

ngayon lang ako nakapag post for some kick off pics... ehem... saya. :)
di ako nangitim...
and, matagal na pala eto, last may 8 pa.

mukhang magiging malaki ang pikchur paraa sa blog... matitiwang wang muna ang picure namin ni ate...

trese

with my pink stretchy top and pink slippers, i'm on my way to school. to attend my summer and get myself laid with a bottle of c2 and swimming brain cells.

swimming brain cells. and a stimulation of my pleasure center.

a trese. nice to know the date. i got myself tired of planning to rode him around the metro. and deliver chains of cues and i do's that would lead him 1 step closer to the eternity. haha...
good that i got tired.

if not for those pink wardrobes i wore.. i won't remember to pay my respects.
a trese...
i was taken away.

i know he wont say a thing.. so do i. ryt?
prefers to be low profile i should say. i love it.
cool.

past dillema

its been almost a year. 8 months to be exact when i weighed on my past dillema. ofwhether to love again or not. to end my mourining and accept this foolishness. and to believe that my infatuation is a dream come true.
or to choose another better (well i thought that he really was). but instead met up with a crash and fall. of which i didnt cry.
tsk fate... fate...
who am i to mock such a pseudo god. a so called divine interferer.

and now, he called again. if i still hold on to what i promised that i will wait for his call, maybe now, i've been to the stars because of the elating feeling after a long wait. but i chose to be happier to leave the post just like in my past. and his call did no effect even a single hair stand.

foolish past... it was a rotting experience.
how his image studded with sugar crystals turned into a horror poster hanging in my wall. stuck inside my brain.
he is my screaming prince and i am the sleeping princess.

ive got my ear plugs stucked in my ears.. cant hear him..

for the not so addict

there's a post inviting those people hu whsih to experience some ultimate heart to heart talk about improving their blogs stuffs....
well just in case your interested.
posted at the famous as walk.

who the hell cares.

at kaano ano ko ba yung pokpok sa kanto

kapatid ko siya simula pa lang
nung asa sinapupunan pa kami
ni dakilang ina

humiwalay para galugarin ang
sinasabi niyang mundo

sa likod ng mga naglalagkitang
katawan..
at mga nagtitigasang...

ewan

at ngayon, may isng sit sit sa kin
mula sa likod..
magtatanong kung nasan na ang pokpok
na nagtatago samay likod ng poste
ng bahay namin

aakalain ba naman na ako yun.
isa pang sit sit jan...
tawag ng laman. tawag ng ahas

some posero stuff

got some "cool" kuno class mate in my natsci class. shes dressed in a rainbow colored palda. matched with a black top. of course with her famous chucks as her foot gear...
where to sho0w girl... top it with some braided accessories from whoevers closet.
hahaa.. i really wanna laugh. but for some stupid girl, well i dont think it would be appropriate to address her with tons of laughter.

some mere consideration on her part... well that sows. does it?
btw, she did have colorful nail to match her palda. before i forget. and her notebok is a screaming che guevarra.
hehehee...

stealing some minutes

i'm on my way to fecth her

i gently placed my hand on my mother's neck. from there, would know how much my mother have gained. little fats have been storing its way up to its neck... i will miss my mom. i know this is an early goodbye for her that she would be leaving this july to attend to my lola and to attend my family's future abroad...

2 years would be that long. and i know my dad would just be an isolated old man during this tym. waiting for all of us to follow her. probably opening his daily bread and bible everyday. looking for the proper signs that would mark the end of the world. and wonder if our family will again be reunited

anyway, iafter i placed my hand around her neck, my mom twitched. funny to see how an old lady show some reflexes that i usually see for those tryingto do head jerking--- epilepsy maneuvers...
i would sped the rest of this two months spending my home bound with her...

ma.... internet muna ako..

i'm stealing a coupla minutes just trying to spill this. why?
dont ask me... its just weird to see my mom go...

she's the only groovy mama in the world.
my big bertha.