Monday, March 24, 2008

the summer fuss

ok, so im done with my 1st year med stuff:

-- back back to a more than 2month vacation *feeling all giddy*
-- list of those people promoted for 2nd year will be out in 12 hours time *CROSSING fingers*
-- start of me hitting the beach, and will be trying to sport that nice tan im craving round bout since december
-- tomorrows beach blast with medicine friends
-- beach blast with high school friends *sana*
-- super beach blast with up tour friends... this one's the nicest-- showcasing cebu-bohol-dumaguete sidetrippings! wakokokokoko. *jumps up and down*

at sana di ko makalimutan mag aral ng pharma and patho in between my beach breaks para naman sa june di ako mastress! booyeah
will be posting some pics here. some....

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

my one-man-cheering-team

message from _____:

subject: hi

message: i miss you..... goodluck sa exams.


Friday, February 15, 2008

a valentines surprise

who would've thought that the week will grace me with so much!
a rundown of what i have received (and am thankful for):
* i passed -- 75 flat in my histo pracs
* had my time to attend the fair with my old school bunch
* spill on bry (which closed my deal)
*a new laptop
* the freshly hot 30 ++ grand that was on the wait

more of a christmas than a valentines for me!

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

taking small steps at a time

70% of first year medicine is routinary-- that of which spent in books, running your ass from home to school and back, looking up the mirror to check for bags (both the saddles and beans), saving what is left of your youth (if one just could...)
i have been trying to stop myself from thinking how i got myself into these. afterall, this is what i have been pushing thru ever since day 1 and bugging myself with such thoughts could just send me into confusion... confusion that is, and it is a persistent thought that i have to get thru before clicking the lights off for a 2-3 hour sleep.

but before i start to think about quitting, i forgot that the remaining 30% serves my purpose of staying-- handling a few cases, being able to diagnose, localization of lesion (which by far is what i really love) and yep, i was able to extract blood.

the latter may seem a tiny thing for a bunch-lots to learn in med school, but this will definitely be a start of bigger things. soon, i'll be able to cut a live person open.

*thought of grandeur starts to pop now uh oh*

p.s. sorry chrys for that vein damage. i'll do better next time =)

Monday, January 28, 2008

right before.....



migs left again for states. =(

and why oh why u were so sudden? i say, you go back here asap!

Sunday, January 27, 2008

imma bit late for a new year's post. the last of the previous year was spent with enjoyment-- getting wasted and at the same time being a nerd for my endo, genetics, and thoracic anatomy exams all rolled in the 2nd week of 08. shifting was scheduled on the third week and there was definitely a little time to waste (for more partying) i suppose.

UPDATES:
*have struggled 2 weeks of sleep deprivation for exams. i'm definitely in (caffeinee mode)!
-- i have to catch up with ana since im flunkng my tests (lahat actually) and i need to push that up to at least a 75. if i only not wallow on tHAT *points down* edi sana im in a safer zone. anyhoo, exams over, and hoping that somehow my exam results would pull my grades up (o puhleez)
*way way past my post break up trauma and getting back to singlehood *YAY*
-- i was pissed off the last time he texted. he was sincere in his apologies but what really got to my nerve was his thought that i may have not been completely over him because im still in that stage of "denial and hurt"
-- well, apparently im done... even scratch marks are gone (he should see me soon)
*hooked up with tim, on the other hand, still convincing myself to fall for that french guy --- pero teka lang muna.
-- tim is an old friend. i'm glad we're back to what life was before brian took over. we had the same situation sharing a part of what we have learned from our pasts. but no... nothing special though.
-- the french guy.... for now *blank* and i think, will still be. unless he opts to take off that tough guard of his. a very tough one
(btw, he'll be my date for the valentines!)
*more sister bondings and makati expeditions
*frequent mall trips
*diner dash mode -- im now on the fourth and final =)
*ala pa ding inum mode (blaming it on the EXAMS!)

so there... that's for now and for the whole of january. i'll be frequent as soon as med requirements stops bugging me.
for now, i'll be off to my lab and case conferences.

a HAPPY and a BUSY new year to me eh

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Life is all about change...and I'm currently in a part of my life involving a huge one... "I don't wanna be here, Id give anything to not be here, to have my life work out the way I planned it and even have time to ask what about me?...So you change, you get over it...Im here now..." We may not have the power to choose all the time, but we have the power to adapt to change and make the best of what God has offered us...

And so... Here I am currently living in acceptance...keeping a promise to my only love and looking forward to a better and exciting chapter of my life

-ruth-