christmas was meager

though our house was fashioned to look a little of being celebrative and cheery- few decors were put up and we hadn't have the usual tree, it wasn't that bad.

even if:
* i only received one gift - not from parents.. but from some kaexchange
* 1 greeting thru text
* 1 greeting thru phone
* the last two came from one person (thnks fabs)


still it wasn't that bad...

i did get even later in the day:
*spending it with few relatives
*videoke straight from afternoon till evening
*LAMOOOON (yep)
*lick from mindy and a snob from chinggay
*went to the fort and was unfortunate as we end up "cutoffed" from krispy kreme line, gonuts instead
*kuya javi winning the freethrow challenge and won chinggoy (the unggoy stuffed toy)
*having felt his fulfillment- priceless!

*and just being plainly satisfied with how everything was as the whole day ended.

still... christmas was fun regardless of it being meager.

on the rocks

im betting my ass on this... im closer again to single hood if this still persists.

aint doing any better with him for the last couple of months. and im darn hating it.

enough on concerns

do what you please. SKIES THE LIMIT. i dont mind you crossing the borders or chasing death. i've had too much burden on worrying even if to no avail. i won't care on anything that will concern you.
i'm letting you be.

and i'm letting myself out.

PSYCHIATRIC CLEARANCE
i never did anything right. i'm in no proper order-- the most positive i can get does not sit perfectly to what i'm planning ahead; the most negative, has been presumed to be bound by aggressive tendencies..

what i thought was a normal release of sadness, is a predisposition to what he says--- DEPRESSION.
i say, i'm bound to med school; he says i'm not.
and the paper tells otherwise.